what a shit day.

So left a party last night early, mainly cuz there was the most appetising array of food. Hate to get people cravings but there was a huge bowl of macaroni cheese, this amazing looking caesar/potato salad with creamy dressing bread crumbs potato eggs bacon.... Then less appetising, sausages but everyone was eating bread and butter! And homemade cupcakes with thick icing! Then this morning i woke up extremely sick and couldn't make it to the bathroom because it went black for so long. Probly something to do with having ten meatballs yesterday, going for a sprint-jog for twenty minutes and purging the meatballs.

Not sure what came into my head but i thought stuff being controlled for today and pretty much went for it. Started with some bananas and a mango while making rice pudding (with eggs and brown sugar) and eating hugee spoonfuls of peanut butter and honey. Think there was some bread in there. So i weighed at 55.7 which isn't bad. I think i must have been a bit over 54 this morning.

It's school tomorrow and i'm thinking i'll get up early to get back into the pancake-for-breakfast and small-dinner routine. Mondays are always the worst of my week, not to complain (which is kinda what i'm doing) but pretty much I spend an hour on the bus then have a horrible day of maths and science then wait an hour and a half for flute choir then a flute lesson. Get back at seven and can't make dinner, so it's usually some crappy taco thing. Tomorrow i think it's mussels...

Over and out
xx Claude