So i have refrained from posting over the past few days. Partly cuz i've been freaking out about HSC english exams and partly cuz i have been shit (pardon my french) at sticking to my diet!! I had my formal last night, i was aprox 54 kilos, so wayy fro where i wanted to be but i fit in my dress and everything. After formal we went to see the first harry potter screening at midnight woot. Unfortunately i ate my way through a 130gram bag of lollies, 200 grams of snow drops, a choc top and heaps of pods eww. Then today has just been binge city AGAIN. Banana bread, sour dough, peanut butter, nutella, caramel slice, muesli bar, sandwich, biscuits times a billion, ice cream, pie the fucking disgusting list goes on you have no idea how gross it is. But i had that thing where i'm like "tomorrow i will be liquid fasting so it doesn't matter now" which is a crap mentality but i AM fasting tomorrow and i will post to make sure i stick to it!
I digress. Here are a couple of the formal photos, baring in mind i am fatttt 
Anyway moving on. So now my next psych appointment has been moved to tuesday, as in YES like...five frigging days away. this is after these horrible binge days so i will be at least 55 disgusting kilos tomorrow, and i was 53 when i last saw him :( i have to lose two kilos!!!
So tomorrow working on english at home alone allll day, must make sure and i hope to god i just have liquids and i will post to make sure i stick to it. Then working saturday, sunday lunch out (salad) and maybe i should go out do some exercise. I have a plan, on monday i'm going to the beach with my friend and i'll say i'm getting dinner with them so perfect a fast from sunday night to tuesday night!! 48 hours here i come.
wish me luck cuz obviously i need it.
xx Claude
I digress. Here are a couple of the formal photos, baring in mind i am fatttt 
i cant c teh pics but im sure that u look great
ReplyDeleteim sorry that uve been havinga bad eating few days im sure u will start doing better though
You are so cute!! Such a cheeky smile. And you are the skinniest girl in the picture. Bingeing sucks, but it was a special occasion so don't be too hard on yourself! As long as you had fun, you can always burn off the calories later.
ReplyDeleteYou look awesome, and I love your dress!!
ReplyDeleteYoure dress is super cute!!! good luck at the psych visit!
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